Waking up in the hospital to the news that his sister has stayed in LA, Abby is gone, and he's apparently best friends with the army vet he couldn't stand at first, Buck struggles to gain his footing back into his life as his memory comes back to him. What are we supposed to". That hair.no one has that bright of an orange hair color.not even Abby. Always alone. Originally for Day 29 of Whumptober 2021. Feeling like the 118 would never take him back, wouldn't try to understand why he started the lawsuit, would only see him as exhausting, Buck decided that it was time for a change. Maybe she knew before he did that he'd get the urge to do something like this. He couldnt do life without Buck. Buck-switched it?, Bobby nodded. Buck finally reached his magic awakening, where it would be unbound. Buck was standing right behind his freind and tapped him on the arm as a signal to head out. Then one Saturday became important. suddenly evan buckley feels like maybe he has a fighting chance. Thats not particularly odd or even a particularly new experience recently. Courtesy of Fox. Bad Things Happen Bingo: Cradling Someone in Their Arms. Content warnings: lightning, emergency, cardiac arrest, pain, lightning strike, electrocution, contact injury, side flash, blast injury, heights, hospitals, passing out, loss of consciousness, panic attacks, anxiety, description of anxiety and panic, manipulation, threats of using a child to gain compliance but not in a violent or hostile way (just them using Christopher to get Buck and Eddie to not be dumb but still deserves a warning because that is kind of a sketchy manipulation tactic). One Saturday changed everything. He was powerless against the Diaz boys and wanted nothing more than to be swept up in their everything. What will their lives be like? tip: lex m/m (mature OR explicit), Hed hit the ground, wind knocked out of him, but it didnt matter because Buck was stranded, suspended in the air as a perfect, unmoving target for the next strike. originalcharacter 911tvshow fanfic +19 more # 3 When Danger Strikes by Alexa Rose 3.2K 74 2 "Eddie Begins" but Buck ends up stuck 50 feet underground with Eddie. Buck and Eddie have both experienced traumatic things. Buck loved Eddie's hugs. Distantly, he thinks the answer feels within his reach, the one he knows will let him stay, but the lines of it are blurry and he cant really see it, cant really figure out what it is trying to say to him. Their faces met, just inches apart, Eddie refraining from doing anything he might regret, like kissing Buck. cause a lot of people write it the other way around and i need to even the scales, Eddie is surprisingly emotionally vulnerable in this one, mostly mentioned or make a brief appearance. AU. Buck remembers his first New Years kiss, crowded up against the wall of an alley in New York with his best friend of two years pushing him back. *Or lightning 6B spec fic because I have zero self-control. (Oh yeah, and Eddie is surprisingly vulnerable. Yea, that would be stupid. Javy "Coyote" Machado. And it won't be easy to see the once so cheerful firefighter carefree again. Look at those arms. Uh, one year since. 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Buckley just keeps to himself and makes no attempts to engage with the rest of Firehouse 51 or any Firehouse he floats at. by Rachel 77.4K 1.4K 14 After catching her fiance cheating with his realtor partner, Aubrey Peters decides to sell everything and move cross country to LA. You will not regret it. He knows hes probably going to worst-case-scenario, but he worries. Hes gone through a lot, he knows that. Eddie thinks his boys are safe, but is soon to discover the complete opposite. Everywhere he has gone, he's been chased or thrown out for being himself with his dragon. Didnt Buck work a 24-hour, and then cover Alvez for overtime? Bobby nodded. Hen- Eddie begins, but she doesnt let him get further than that. Work Search: His mind freezes on the man. - De acuerdo, ganas esta discusin. He is stupid with exhaustion. Set in New York City, Detective Olivia Benson and her husband Elliot Stabler have a 6 year old daughter named Josephine. Buck has gone through extensive therapy to be in the place that he is currently. But a simple question sends him into an anxiety attack. Part 3 of BuckTaylor Week; "Hey, hey - I've got you." Almost on instinct, Buck reached out to rub at his previously deemed injured leg, the one that was still covered in scars. Please consider turning it on! Or can his new and old life blend seamlessly into something better? Without thinking, Eddie took his hand, pulling Buck up sharply. And what will he do with all the feelings that arise during the rescue? They were best friends, partners, lovers. When he eventually returned to LA, things had settled. Before Eddie knew what was happening, Buck twisted him around, dropping down low and extending a hand up to him. Buck pushed into his touch and opened a blurry eye to stare up at Eddie. AU. He never saw her again after that, and he's never gathered the courage to look her up and find out which path she took. Eddie is cuddling a very sleepy Buck, who just so happens to be wearing Eddie's work coat. But to answer your question, there's nothing that has me anxious or worried, everything is fine.. And then I saw you. There, by chance, he meets Buck. - Los dos ren y Eddie parece estar pensando en que decirle, no quiere preocupar a su novio. Thats exciting, youve been wanting to get more involved, right? Hes trying to ignore the trepidation, thinking about his girlfriend being the face of unsolved crimes, but hes trying to be supportive. Buck pushed the plane past Mach 1 and was rounding on Mach 1.5, enjoying the roar of the engine and the steady vibration of the plane under him. Past Evan "Buck" Buckley/Ali Martin - Freeform, Evan "Buck" Buckley Has Abandonment Issues, Athena Grant and Bobby Nash are Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parents, It only falls into place when you're falling to pieces, Evan "Buck" Buckley Acting as Christopher Diaz's Parental Figure, Alternate Universe - Coffee Shops & Cafs, Eddie Diaz and Evan "Buck" Buckley are neighbours, Evan "Buck" Buckley and Eddie Diaz Are In Love, Evan Buck Buckley and Eddie Diaz are Christophers Dads. After meeting with the lawyer and his team, Buck is distraught. Buck was back a day when the people he considered family continued to ignore him unless on calls. Please consider turning it on! Twelve weeks before episode one of the series Buck gets a call telling him an old fling of his was in labour with their child and didn't want the baby. Why is he keeping everyone at arm's length? English is not my first language, I apologize for any mistake. This is a rewrite of my 1st fic I wrote. Buck is heartbroken after his team doesn't forgive him for the lawsuit. Its cold outside., Buck scowled, eyeing Eddie upside down. Follow Josies story. Work Search: 'YouI can't believe you kept all these,' he breathed when he could speak, staring at picture upon picture that Chris had drawn over the years, showing a steady progression from when he was seven until now.". First, his sleazy lawyer. Buck is about to reach his. A real family. There were many moments in the army hell, in the Dairy Freeze he worked in the summers in high school where the inclination wouldve made much more sense than a figure he viewed as family. I just worry, I want you to be safe, but I want you to be great too.. It's just that Buck has a hard time accepting help. Or Bucks nervous about his first day as Captain of the 118 but Eddies there to encourage him because he knows Buck can do it. 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Buck needs a firm hand sometimes, and Bobby is just the person to provide it. Panic shot through Eddie as saw this. - Pregunta con una sonrisa maliciosa. He needed a break, he needed to find himself again. Okay, you win this argument. They both laugh and Eddie seems to be thinking about what to say to him, he doesn't want to worry his boyfriend. Eddie could recite it from memory because Buck had been gullibly worried about it for days. "'Just keep swimming,' Chris mouthed along with Dory, and Buck felt such a surge of affection that he couldn't help striding across the room to sit beside the kid, bumping their shoulders together. He gestures helplessly at the mirror. Shes always been loved ever since she was a baby. I just left the 118, He defends and she shakes her head. in which Evan "Buck" Buckley is an aviator, Eddie Diaz is jealous, and Chimney would really like to know why that man's name is Bradley Bradshaw. "Of course. His team finally realizes how much Buck has changed. Or, Oliver Stark posted a picture this morning and Ferno lost their marbles. A topical Floater doesn't treat the station he subbing at with that much dedication and care, but Evan Buckley isn't like your normal floater. Buck couldnt be blamed for falling in love with his neighbour. He's scared to die, that much he knows. You could have woken me up and felt very guilty afterwards.. - Y me ests abrazando con mucha fuerza, como si no quisieras que me fuera. - Buck relaja un poco su cuerpo, maldicin, quiz est ansioso sin darse cuenta. Ever since the blood clots had thrown his whole life out of ordermaybe even before thatBuck had felt adrift, lost, untethered. He loved being able to send polaroids home to his dads.". By June 21, 2022 springhill elementary school calendar on 911 fanfiction buck ignored June 21, 2022 springhill elementary school calendar on 911 fanfiction buck ignored They are surprised to find out that Buck has moved on and no one knows where he is. So Eddie is fucked, pun absolutely intended in the worst way. Eddie probably looked really stupid right now. He thinks he didnt want to die without finding it, but life has given him a lot of chances already. His whole form is trembling like a fucking leaf and his chest is rising and falling unevenly with each ragged breath and with the way hes trying to hold back the whimpers stuck in his throat, Buck looks like he is on the edge of falling apart. Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz. He knows that his captain has a sad past that no one talks about. Eddie lets a confession slip while stuck in the dregs of sleep, and Buck panics about it. Bad Things Happen Bingo: Sensory Deprivation. When Buck is hurt on the job in 2022, he gets temporary amnesia, believing himself to be back in 2018 shortly after the earthquake call. You dont deserve him, Eddie says. Buck sucked in a gasp, shaky and thin and Eddie dropped the gear in his hands, ignoring anything else and just trying to get to Buck's side. tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply". Howard Chimney Han thinks of himself as a very tolerant and laid back man. Buck wondered if he had been a slave owner or some serial killer in a past life, forced to reap the results of his karma in this one. 911buck firststory +7 more # 2 Shots Fired! She has an older sister Kathleen who is 15. However, in the end, Eddie supposes it was inevitable. He never saw her again after that, and he's never gathered the courage to look her up and find out which path she took. Buck has problems with his team after the lawsuit. After meeting with the lawyer and his team, Buck is distraught. He shook his head, letting out another weighted breath. Buck's in the hospital, Eddie left with his bloodstained clothes, again. Eddie was cleaning out one of the drawers in Buck's bedside table when he froze and sat down on the bed hard. Just a cold.. He would hold on for that voice if he could - he thinks he wants to try, if only so he never has to hear the pain laced through every syllable coming from their mouth. He remembered the bruises Eddie would subtly try to hide and how he couldn't even get his friend an ice pack out of fear of Eddie's temper. ----It's all fluff and sweetness here. Why does the word Family cause a visceral reaction? Buck and Eddie's relationship through the years, but through the eyes of Hen. By chance they find out about his problems and want to help. Because for all the personal growth and maturity he had acquired during the past three years since starting at the 118, the ignored and abandoned child in him couldn't live with going through the same experience--the same pain --again. Why is he on edge all the time? Buck could see his own body lay in the balance between the ladder and the surface, unresponsive. Bobby may have given you a great recommendation but you earned this promotion because you did the work.. The 118 thinks that he just took a leave. At the time . I know, he mumbles, letting his eyes close, but, we do good, you do good, Eds.. In the aftermath of a lightning strike, Buck and Eddie have a conversation. And he needs Eddie to understand that. Especially not after the week he's been having. It was just a normal shift, a normal day, until he noticed an unfamiliar Floater walk out of the Firehouse. Before Eddie knew what was happening, Buck twisted him around, dropping down low and extending a hand up to him. Eddie moves to LA after divorcing his wife. They've been sharing a bed most nights now, and Eddie wakes one morning to find Buck sucking his thumb. Hed hoped staying at Eddies would make a difference, that spending time here would quiet his mind, bring him some kind of peace, Eddies couch might be lumpy but he feels more at home on it than he does in his own bed these days. Buck his head sprung up, and he looked right into Eddies eyes, he studied his face looking for anything, anything that could display his feelings. Buck has been a dragon rider since birth, and he has hidden this fact for most of his life. He was powerless against the Diaz boys and wanted nothing more than to be swept up in their everything. - Pero respondiendo a tu pregunta, no hay nada que me tenga ansioso o preocupado, todo est bien. Buck was raised by his grandparents because he was Fae, just like his grandmother Shayla. The universe gifts Buck and Eddie a surprise on their first anniversary. But what was he supposed to say? I didn't believe in love at first sight. Eddie took on the weight with ease, turning just enough so their eyes met. this is the story from the nurse, the morning after his plan failed. And youll be with Grant, right?. Please consider turning it on! Is everything ok?, Without looking up, Eddie sighs, runs one of his hands over his face and thinks, Its now or never. yeah I can't believe I actually wrote this but here we are! All of that means nothing to him, really. (And I don't see you), all characters except buck and Eddie are brief. some random woman hits on eddie while theyre at work and secrets get told, tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply", Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (221), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (528), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (115), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Maddie Buckley (78), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (61), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV) (58), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Firehouse 118 Crew (42), Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, The Buckley Siblings Have Bad Parents (9-1-1 TV), Pre-Relationship Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, Alternate Universe - Coffee Shops & Cafs, Eddie Diaz Takes Care of Evan "Buck" Buckley, Eddie Diaz and Evan "Buck" Buckley are neighbours, Established Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz, Eddie Diaz Needs to Use Actual Words (9-1-1 TV), Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)/Original Male Character(s), Evan "Buck" Buckley and Eddie Diaz Being Idiots, once again all this could be avoided by them talking, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Post-Episode: s03e03 The Searchers (9-1-1 TV), I wanna see your face and know i made it home, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Henrietta "Hen" Wilson, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Henrietta "Hen" Wilson Friendship, Two times Eddie was jealous and one time it works in his favour, Evan "Buck" Buckley is Christopher Diaz's Parent, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Pete "Maverick" Mitchell, Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw & Tom "Iceman" Kazansky & Pete "Maverick" Mitchell, Bradley "Rooster" Bradshaw/Jake "Hangman" Seresin, past Evan "Buck" Buckley/Mickey "Fanboy" Garcia, Tom "Iceman" Kazansky/Pete "Maverick" Mitchell, Established Tom "Iceman" Kazansky/Pete "Maverick" Mitchell, Pete "Maverick" Mitchel is Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parent, Athena Grant and Bobby Nash are Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parents, Between Top Gun (1986) and Top Gun: Maverick, Pete "Maverick" Mitchell is a Little Shit, Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV), Evan "Buck" Buckley & Howie "Chimney" Han, Episode: s02e01 Under Pressure (9-1-1 TV), to create what can be a great future (treasure and keep memories), I'll Feel You Forget Me Like I Used to Feel You Breathe, Married to Strangers to Friends With Benefits to Lovers, Maddie Buckley is Evan "Buck" Buckley's Parent, I Just Wanted You To Know (That This Is Me Trying), theres things i wanna talk about (but better not to give). Or, the soft clothes sharing fic that turned a little angsty because these boys are idiots. Blackouts arent exactly an everyday occurrence, but theyre not unheard of. He no longer feels like he belongs. Firehouse 118 Crew (9-1-1 TV) A year after what seemed like a fever dream, Buck is actually thinking his life has turned around. No one on the team knows exactly what happened back then. He knows the lawsuit was a mistake.To distract himself, he goes jogging at night.A fatal mistake. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Or Buck and Eddie return to the station after the ambulance explosion. He loved this place, loved this job, but he often felt unwanted. Buck is mortified, and Eddie is comforting, and they talk and even laugh a bit. So Bobby lets the silence stretch and settle, with little more than the steady whirring and beeping of the hospital machines at his side to encroach on the quiet. He was done with everything. He wanted to name her after some one strong and graceful so he chose Elsa and Sapphire was chosen due to it representing Nobility. He's spent the last few years learning how to trust himself and others again, will a couple of chance encounters with those he used to call family change all that? The lightning strike adds another memory to Bucks skin. The guy then pulled a knife, and then stabbed Buck 5-6 times. Five times someone sits next to Eddie on their way to a call, and the one-time Buck reclaims his seat. In the grand scheme of things, there are worse things someone could do to cope. A helmet that should be on the head of the figure collapsed on the ground yards away. Shed wanted to scream, but hed covered her mouth so she couldnt scream. After a moment of silence, Eddie spoke again, gently scratching his fingers against Bucks scalp. What else is up?, Buck cracked his eyes open. Evan "Buck" Buckley is a single dad to a beautiful 18-month-old girl and a firefighter at station 76. OR: Buck's line snaps during the lightning storm. ", "Am I uh do you do you think I deserve to be happy?". He's not doing so hot and no one seems to notice until it's almost too late. Maybe he did mess up, but the 118 have proven that they're not the family he thought they were, and he's had enough therapy (Thanks, Maddie) to recognise that he doesn't deserve to live the rest of his life like this. And that he has no contact with his eldest son, after he left him with his biological mother and her husband. Because, if he doesn't feel this anymore, if he isn't like this anymore, then what is he? It doesnt so much surprise him that he felt this way, rather that he didnt feel as strongly as this before. Buck stops because hes not sure how Eddie will take it if he offers to cook for him.